I'm trying not to panic or worry about this, but alas it is not working, because I seem to fret and worry about everything. So I'm trying to calm myself down here. This is something that I need to work on within myself. I have to stop worrying about everything.

I have to have my faith in God, that he is here with me, and will take care of me, and I will just have to put it in his hands.

I just wish that life can go smoothly sometimes, free of worries, but it does not work that way. It is a part of life.

Well I do have some good news however, I finally finished the book that is in the what I am reading section. I finally sat down and took the time to finish it, and I really enjoyed it. I think I'm going to try and reread a book that I started but did not finish by the same author.

Oh yeah, I got a 7 page letter from Duaine today. Yeah 7 pages I know, the man sure can write letters. That is his specialty; writing. He also has the prettiest handwriting that I have ever seen from a man. I think that is really cool.