I have been feeling that something has been bothering him for the last week or so. I can hear it in his voice, that something is not right. I don't know I often have a good perception about these things. I can often tell if something is bothering a person.

Today he told me he wanted to express some things to me. But he will not tell me until I get off of work tonight. It has got me all nervous. I could not even eat my lunch. I felt sick to my stomach. I think that he is going to tell me that he will still talk to me, but he is going to give up on us ever meeting eachother. He has already stressed to me how the distance between me and him is hurting him.

I feel hurt and frustrated because I have met someone that I really love talking to and conversating with. True, I have only seen one picture of him, but that does not matter. I feel a connection to this guy, and it makes me mad that he is so far away. I know that God has brought him into my life for a reason, and maybe he has just brought him into my life just to be a friend to me.

Things go the way that that the Lord wants them to, and if something is supposed to happen, then he will make them happen on his terms.