My mother told me something that really hurt my feelings today. She told me that I should put more makeup on, and dress cuter, because there is no way that I will get a bf by at the rate that I'm going now. She told me this because awhile ago, me and my sister were going into a fast food place to get something to eat and this group of black guys were coming in, but we went in first. My mother told me that they were laughing at my sister and I because we did not have the latest fashion of clothing on, and we did not have makeup on or anything. I saw these guys, and they looked pretty stuck up, so they probably thought that the were better than everyone else anyway. She told me not take this to heart, but how could I not. Dressing in fashion and having nice shoes, and having your hair done all of the time cost money, money that I do not have. But I have to admit, I could buy some cute outfits with my paychecks, but just do not spend it all. My mother said that atleast she told me this before some guy told me, and then I would of been really hurt. I guess this is true, but it still hurt nonetheless. Could this be the reason I do not have a bf now? Because of my lack in cute style, makeup, and cute hair? Hmm I don't know, but I guess I should change my appearance a little. I would never change my personality for anything, but I could wear a skirt every now and then.