I don't think I will be back on here for a bit. My internet is probably going to be cut off because the bill is a bit too high, and can't pay it. But I will try to go to the library every other day, to update. I can't bear to be away from this place for very long. I really enjoy typing in this thing. It is my outlet, and my confidant.

Oh yeah I had a really bad nightmare last night. I have not had a nightmare in so long. I don't remember much about this nightmare, but I saw my granmother being murdered in front of a bunch of people. It was weird, and what I remember was very sketchy, but I do remember that much. I have never dreamed about something like that before in my life, and it scared the crap out of me. I woke up all shaking and everything. I immediately prayed about that dream, that there was nothing significant to it, and went back to sleep. I did not dream of anything else, which made me happy. People say that what you dream is what you are thinking about in your subconscious mind, and I don't believe that. I was for sure not thinking about something like what I dreamed last night. That was just too weird.