I have been really thinking about what I want in my future. I graduate from College in like 10 months, and that is not really long, but it is just around the corner. I Have decided that I really want to for my Masters in Social Work after college. I have been checking out some of the programs at the Cal State schools, and they sound really good. I am really hoping to get into the program at the school near me, but we shall see. I am afraid for making this decision because I am afraid that I will not get into the programs, and if I don't get in, then what? I will be stuck at a dead end job forever right? Maybe not, but that is just the part of me who thinks the worse of things. But I am sure with Gods' help I can do this. I have gotten this far with his help, I am almost a College graduate for goodness sakes, and that is a real achievement.

I am kind of excited to get my master's because it will prepare me professionally with what I want to do. My specialization would be with Children, so that will be great.

Yeah I just need to take it one day at a time, and prepare myself well. I need to take the GRE, and have some intern experience under my belt, so that is the reason I need to take a year off. I will get there, I know I will.

I have been such a lazy bumb today, and it feels nice. I took a three hour nap, which is outrageous, but it felt great nonetheless. I just need that kind of rest sometimes. It feelsl like I am on the go. Once summer school is over with, it will not be that bad, I will only have work to worry about, so it will not be that bad. I might consider getting a second job because I need more money, but then money is not everything right? I don't want to ground myself into the ground. I enjoy reading all day in my pj's and just being able to lay in my bed without having go get up to go anywhere. But we shall see. I have managed to read like 3 books so far this summer, and it makes me happy. I have not been able to read like I have during the year because school and work take up so much of my time.