I am really enjoying my book that I am reading, my devotional one. I am on day four already, and it is great. I have realized that there are many things in my life that I need to throw out, and change to get my life right with God so I can live for him. The one thing that I am stopping is watching porn. Yeah I admit, I watch porn. I started watching it my freshman year of college. I am no addict or anything, but I know it was bad for me to watch. So I trashed the porn that I had on my computer, and the two porn cd's that I have I threw in the trash, so those are gone. The new cd's my friend made for himself, he let me borrow, but I am giving those back to him. It feels good to take this step in my life. I know it is right for me to do, because I know the Lord would not watch that dirty stuff. For now on, in every situation I am in, I will think, "Is this something that God would think, say, or do?"

I do not believe tomorrow is the 7th or september already, I know that is month will go by super fast, and before you know it, I will finally be starting classes.

I got a new credit card. Yeah, I know that they are the devil, but this one has a lower apr rate, and so I decided to get my balance on my old card transferred to my new card, so I can pay it off in smaller payments. As soon as the company get's the payment from this new credit card company, I am going to cancel it and cut up the card. I am happy because my new card has a higher limit on it.

Well sad to say that my t-mobile bill went into collections this week. My accout no longer exists, so I will be waiting for a statement from the collection agency. I know this is really screwing up my credit, but it is not too bad. I know it will get paid off eventually. My credit score is still pretty good,so I am happy. I really want to get all of this stuff paid off this year, and I am sure that I will be able to if I put my mind to it and work really hard.

Well I am off to do... something, I don't know. I am a bit tired, but not so much because I had like an hour nap this evening. I tried to run on the treadmill today, I have not for the past two days because I was just too sore to go, so I went today, and only managed to run 5 minutes before I felt winded. Not cool at all. I warmed up for a couple of minutes, but I do not know what was wrong today. I will try again tomorrow. I was so disappointed because I was in the mind frame to run tonight. Oh well, will give it a go tomorrow night.

I am sad because or beta mordrid is sick. We have had him for almost a year now, but I have noticed that he has not been eating, he keeps putting himself in a corner, and his color is not right, and his fins look funny also. He has no ick on him or anything, but I can't figure out what is the matter with him. He was not like this two weeks ago, so I don't know why he has gotten sick all of a sudden. Maybe he is just old or something, but I do not want him to die. I have gotten attached to him and everything. I talk to him also. I was thinking maybe he is depressed, I don't know. All I know is that I am sad, because he is an adorable fish, and would be sad if he passed away.